of it bettering us for God’s kingdom. It just doesn’t feel right. No real care for God’s will at least not enough to induce serious action, little desire to improve in order to reflect His TRUE image. We live in the age of pure selfishness. I really need to pray about God’s purpose for the Christian’s life in the time we live in…in the country we live in…because I am pretty sure this isn’t even close. Oh Lord wake us up. We are drowning in privilege and can’t even spend five minutes with you most days…let alone sacrifice for other people to bring them to You. Clearly something has to give. This isn’t enough for me. That pull won’t leave my heart. I can’t do this American dream nonsense. We are in critical times…people need to know Jesus…they need to be ready for what is coming to the earth. What have I done to that end??? Nothing! And for that I am genuinely ashamed. God forgive me. Lord free us from this trap of complacency, disinterest, apath, and hard heartedness the devil has so masterfully placed for each and every one of us.